hi

heyy so um

okay so things well not a lot of them but still things are and have been happening

i'm not holding up very well tbh cuz of like intrusive thoughts . but that's totally just whatever here ok i'm not gonna get super into that

aaaand also my college courses start tomorrow ....... yyyyyyyuck

this semester's gonna be hard as hell programming and higher level math at the same time ...... goodness

well whatever honestly ,, as long as i finish everything i have left in my personal planner for this year then i can get my associate's in cs and transfer to a 4 year

which is like. i reeeeeeally want to be able to do this

so much effort necessary but like fuck it

aaand one last thing .......... i got a reisen fumo yyyyesssss it came inthe mail today

it's like. Hisouten ver reisen , so it's not the reisen that ig eeeeveryone is used to

but i literally do not care ok she's still reisen and i love her so much ok look at the attachments pls she's so cute

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